If you don't know where to go next, first do the tasks at hand well. Everything you are bearing now often stems from past thoughts and choices; everything you will have in the future is shaped by your present actions. Wherever you are, learn to walk independently; it will make you more calm and composed. Instead of escaping passively, face life bravely, and it will ultimately lead to fulfillment.
Although every industry has its top achievers, the returns earned by the best in some fields are not necessarily higher than those of ordinary practitioners in other fields. If one enters an industry out of genuine interest and is willing to persist long-term without being overly concerned about gains and losses, they are more likely to achieve something meaningful, and life will be more fulfilling; that industry is also more suitable for them.
Life will always differ greatly from imagination, but the longing in one’s heart will not diminish because of it.