Recently, my life has felt oppressive, with each day seeming endless and exhausting. I drag my heavy body to and from work, day after day, always alone. Walking on the street, seeing people rushing by or strolling leisurely, I can't help but feel a surge of emotion.
When night falls, a sense of unease inevitably settles in my heart. I miss my parents and siblings. Sometimes, I really want to quit my job and chase the peace I crave. But I know I cannot be weak. I must be strong and keep fighting; only then can I live a better life.
When I am alone and exhausted, I don't know who to confide in. Even if I talk to those around me, they may offer comfort in the moment, but in the end, I have to bear it all myself. I don't know how much longer this life will last. I just know that I am truly tired right now, so very tired…
Have I truly grown up and become mature after going through this? I am not sure. I even question whether I can overcome the difficulties I face right now. But at this moment, I deeply understand the hardships my parents endured. I miss them. I want to go home to see them, to have a proper chat. When I am alone, tired and crying, who knows? This life is truly exhausting.
I miss you all so much! I really, really miss you.